how do you know....

they say that "when one door closes another one opens"...in fact i've told that to several people in different situations in the past and i do believe it...but now i'm wondering...

how do you know when one door is truly closed? and when it is time to start prying other spaces open? can you somehow cause one door to close by looking for others?

the door that seems to be closing rapidly is for my traineeship in UBS in Zurich, due to my work permit not being approved...feel like i have been straining to hold this door open for a couple of weeks now...

i am trying to act on those things in my circle of influence and then let it go to see what happens

but also use my circle of influence to search for other doors to open..but does one act become a self-fulfilling prophecy for the other somehow?

x Zoe